Sunday, March 29, 2009

A week, a day

This past week I finished Assassin's Creed (again) and watched The Da Vinci Code. Talk about medieval/crusade/Holy Grail/religion/conspiracy theory overload. Wowza. Having zero knowledge of the book, I found the movie to be rather intriguing. It wasn't horrible, certainly isn't on one of my 'Best...' lists, but it was worth the watch. I really dig the mix of mythology and conspiracy - it reminds me of Deus Ex. Now there's a game I haven't played in a while.

I babysat my two cousins last night. My uncle's out on a business trip and my aunt had something to go to for the evening. As a whole, the evening went surprisingly well. They weren't nearly as unruly as when I last watched them in the summer. Played some games, read, ate, put 'em to bed. It went rather well. My intentions were to walk home - it'd only be a ~45 min journey tops, with the last half on paths. But then the Aunt arrived at midnight and it was snowing pretty heavily. I didn't even mention it to her - I'm pretty sure she would've looked at me like I was crazy. So she drove me home, I went inside and dropped my backpack off before heading out again for a quick half-hour walk. I was back and in bed before 12:45.

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That one took me a while. Almost an hour, I think. I sat down and worked on it while I listened to the last half of the final Battlestar Galactica Podcast. After that I did some laundry, started on the taxes, and tackled a few other (small) odds and ends.

Annnnd... That's about it, really. I have nothing profound or interesting to say this week. Like most weeks, I guess.
-Cril

Rows of lights in a circle of steel
Where you place your bets on a great big wheel
High windows flickerin' down through the snow
A time you know
Sights and sounds of the people goin' round
Everybody's in step with the season

Gordon Lightfoot - Circle of Steel

Monday, March 23, 2009

Indie vs Popular Music

Ok, this is a rant of sorts. Taken from a correspondence with a sibling and indie fan.

Now, I need to (somewhat) disagree with you on the topic of "That's why I love indie music, in general. It feels more personal, and less mass-produced." I see what you're saying - so much of pop and hip hop is horrible, straight-off-the-assembly-line inspirationless sludge. Made with the sole purpose to churn out music, it makes me sick how the popular music industry has zero depth. The performers probably don't even read music, which is fine considering I guarantee you that most of them don't even know how to write it. And not even lyrics. All that's done by some very-well paid team of writers who stick to a narrow equation to create new and incredibly underwhelming "hits". Heck, I doubt most of the performers can even perform. By now so much of it is done by studio musicians and technical voice editing, all we get to see are the public figures who lip sync at concerts.

/exhale

For me, I have infinitely more respect for singer songwriters who do all their own stuff, from the top to bottom. You know that what they're singing means something to them, and they're doing it because they have something to say in a way that they love. It's not for the almighty paycheck or album sales or charts or popularity. So, no offense, but I really don't get people who refuse to acknowledge anything popular and non-indie. At that point isn't being an "indie fan" just for the sake of standing out against the grain? There are intimate and sincere and talented artists on both sides of the fence. I don't get why because someone is signed to a label it automatically makes them unlikeable. Yes, I will totally admit that the ratio of idiots and morons and talentless hacks are WAY higher in the popular music industry, but that doesn't mean that there aren't some genuine people who are good at what they do and have nothing to do with a massive PR firm.

Forgive me - that was more of a bottled up rant. It's not directed at you specifically - I knew a few people who were of the attitude that "if it isn't indie, it can't possibly be worth while." I found it to be such a stuck-up and close-minded attitude. And they somehow wear it like a badge of honour, because "indie" automatically means "high culture". Humph. Now if you'll excuse me, I need to do some proverbial yelling and the proverbial kids to get off my proverbial lawn.


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-Cril

Let me tell you somethin' that I realized tonight
My hip-hop radios like Marlboro light
They're both selling stories and they sound about the same
Cigarettes say they're safe
Rappers say they really bang
We don't care if it's true when we lay the money down
We don't believe the words
We just love the way they sound
They're acting like we're idiots
They're lying to our face
Maybe we are idiots
We buy it anyway

Fort Minor - Cigarettes

Sunday, March 22, 2009

There's hardly no day nor hardly no night

Oh, Facebook. I was this close. This close to deleting you. I thought to myself "Wow, killing the Hotmail account was pretty easy and less painful than I figured it would be. Time to turf Facebook! I'll sit down and do it this weekend."

And, no - it wasn't because of that new layout shenanigans or whatever. I still have little to no love for social networking in general, and I think it's all a rather large waste of time and nothing more than an e-peen contest to see who has the most friends or wallposts or tags or pointless apps or whatever.

So what stayed my hand from severing off one more useless internet account? Well, a while ago I used Facebook to track down and send a message to someone. And, well, she finally wrote back this afternoon. And it turns out she is indeed the person I thought/hoped I'd find. We exchanged a few messages, and I sent a friend request.

I had no idea I could possibly find her. I found someone with a similar name (I couldn't 100% remember what it was), said "screw it!" and sent a message. And hit the target I was aiming at no less.

So Facebook, you're spared from the chopping block. For the time being.

In other news, I saw the BSG finale last night.

Overall... I was pretty pleased with it. The first half, with the whole assault was fairly epic. The CGI on the centurions still looked a bit out of place, but what are you to expect for a TV show? Regardless, I was on the edge of my seat the whole way through the battle. They jumped in and I cringed with all the damage Galactica took. I said a silent "Whoa" to myself after it rammed the station and the Raptors jumped out from within the ship. Good stuff. The action was brutal. Especially when Helo got gunned down.

And then it came to the whole truce bit... And I rather like how it turned out. Truth be told, I had completely forgotted about Callie's murder until the flashbacks began. But I am SO GLAD that Tory finally got what it was coming to her. She deserved it. But at the same time, I was thinking "NoooooooOoooOoOOooo...", because I knew it'd all fall apart. And then the quick firefight happened and I was surprised at how... Quickly and without thought that Cavel shot himself. Wowza.

They find Earth 2.0! I thought they found Earth Earth the first time around, but I guess I was mistaken. The rest of it is history. Everyone settles down, Tyrol walks off into the sunset, Starbuck disappears, Roslyn finally passes away, and Adama (Sr) is all on his lonesome. And everyone else lives happily ever after.

Now it was left a bit ambiguous at the end. To me, I interpret it as them taking the more religious route. Head Baltar/Six and Starbuck were all angels, everything was brought together via some sort of larger force at work. Which is okay, I guess. Maybe it's because I am a religious person and familiar with these concepts. But how was Kara the "harbinger of death"? How was Gias leading humanity to its end?

Excessive ambiguity is precisely why I gave up on Lost. So maybe I'm being a bit hypocritical giving up on one and loving the other for it.

But overall I'm pretty satisfied. There's enough there to make you stop and think, which is good. There are some parts to ponder and interpret in your own way. I think I'll buy the DVD box set if/when it comes out. Assuming it isn't a bajillion dollars, like these things tend to be.

I just gotta say, though, that I expected everyone to die. Something like Saving Private Ryan, where we slowly see all the characters we've become attached to get mowed down and slaughtered. I thought maybe Gias would be the very last one left, to somehow live out the remains of a pitiful existence. It'd be that kind of brutal and depressing ending that I'll always be inexplicably drawn to, like the sad twist at the end of Dark Knight or the nurse at Bastogne in Band of Brothers.

I should've drawn something Battlestar Galactica-specific for the end of the show. But the best I have is a skydiving robot, for a challenge with the Frank-o-nator:

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We got lots of snow last night. About 20cm worth, I'd say. I went for a walk in it. It was peaceful and white. All the contours were smooth and rounded, which the snow clung to the sheepskin collar of my jacket. So serene. It's all melting now... It may actually still be snowing, but it seems to be fading faster than accumulating.

Had the house to myself, so I got the sax out and wailed for a bit. 'Twas nice. I miss playing in a band, though.

I started a new comic, with the same folks I worked with on The Incredible Cocuyo. It's called Spanish Inquisition, and it's about a Cuban upbringing in a religious home. As usual, it's yours-truly on the (rather minimal) colours.
-Cril


Up where the smoke is all billowed and curled
'Tween pavement and stars is the chimney sweep world
When there's hardly no day, nor hardly no night
There's things half in shadow and halfway in light
On the rooftops of London,
Oh, what a sight

Dick Van Dyke - Chim Chim Cher-ee

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Tearing down that empty home.

Your e-mail account is now closed

Your stored messages and contact list will be permanently deleted within the next few days.


I just closed my old Hotmail account. Yeah, that one.

I mean, there was nothing there anyways, right? All that correspondence has long since been lost, set free from all the bits and bites that drift the internet.

Truth be told, at the moment I'm signed into the associated MSN Messenger account. Every once in a while I login with some hopes that someone somewhere will see me and say "Hey! Where've you been?!" But every time my 'Online Contacts' group is just as empty as my inbox. There isn't anybody there. Maybe they've deleted their old and useless account too, or have completely forgotten that it's still there, or just maybe they've deleted me because I'm seldom online.

So I did one last walk through just to check to make sure I haven't left anything behind. It's as empty as can be. So I'll logout and lock the door and walk away. Microsoft's proverbial wrecking ball will be here shortly to finish the job.

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How bittersweet.
-Cril

PS- If you can't get your daily fill of useless crap from yours truly, you can find more Crilix-branded digital waste at my new Twitter feed.

You go backwards but then you go forwards again
You go backwards but then you go
Created then drilled and invaded
If somebody made it
Someone will mess it up
And you are not wrong to
Ask who does this belong to
It belongs to all of us

You go backwards but then you go forwards again
You go backwards but then you go forwards
You go backwards but then you go forwards again
You go backwards but then you go forwards

Coldplay - Twisted Logic

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Who Watches the Watch?

I can't believe how relentless time has been over the past fistful of weeks. And I'm not talking about that Daylight Savings crap either. The weeks just come and go and don't stop. I wonder why that is - sometimes things go slowly, and others you're holding on and fighting for it to slow down just a bit. But you're left standing there, like some poor schmuck who gets forgotten on a dusty dirt road while the car speeds away.

And so it was that I went to see Watchmen last night. I almost stayed home. I told myself that I had already done enough dicking around for the past little while and that I desperately needed to sit down and get some stuff done. That and didn't have a burning desire to be entertained or in the vicinity of other people. Especially not a theatre full of them.

But while I was trying to politely turn down the invitation over the phone, a roomate/friend urged me to go out. Gah. I guess I'm rather susceptible to influences under pressure. Especially when there are two of them, both telling me to do the same thing.

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But I went anyways. Spoilers ahead.

I think that it was a pretty solid movie. It was certainly epic and well done - I have to say that I quite enjoyed the soundtrack and the many scenes it emotionally amplified. There were actually quite a few scenes where I kind of stopped and thought "Huh, that's really well done and creative way of approaching it."

The highlight of the whole thing was the casting, believe it or not. I had no idea it was possible to match real actors to drawn characters so well. Not only did they play their parts and personalities well, but the physical likeness was mindblowing. I was especially blown away by Nite Owl - it made me uncomfortable how well whoever-the-actor-is pulled off the role.

The other thing that impressed me was the choreography and acrobatics. The action was well done and absolutely brutal. It made you twitch, the amount of gore and nasties unleashed on those poor and unsuspecting fictitious characters. But the movement was well done - I especially liked how Rorschach got around. It was that perfect cross between being perhaps physically plausible and comic-book action goodness.

Visually, it was a pretty striking piece. The art direction was pretty solid, and there was lots and lots of eye candy. The part on Mars was really well. There were three things that did not sit well with me though:
-Dr Manhattan's mouth never quite looked right. Granted, they did a superb job of the rest of him. I don't know how much of it was CG, but the textures were fantastic. But whenever the guy talked... It just wasn't right. Something in the mouth or lips was particularly irritable. I'd like to see how much of the character was done with a real actor. -Also Dr. Manhattan related, his glow. Whenever it lit up other characters or elements, it was always a more saturated, deeper hue of blue. His skin seemed a bit warmer and turquoise in comparison. I mean, I'm sure a glowing super-human could have whatever glowy effects he wanted. But it annoyed me some.
-Rorschach's mask drove me nuts. Cool effect? Undoubtedly. Appropriate effect? I'm not so sure. The patterns were *always* moving and morphing. I would have preferred it if it was more of a iridescent effect. As if the movement is due to how the light hits it. So as the character moves, the pattern is appropriately changed.

As for the content of the movie, it's a fairly faithful adaptation of the book. It hit all the right notes, and stayed fairly true to the source material. They cut out a lot of filler - but I didn't mind it that much. I found the comic to be pretty dense, and the material left out for the movie was mostly what I thought bogged the book down.

I have one major grief with the movie. I really don't like how they portrayed Rorschach. He's probably one of my top four comic book characters (Batman being #1, of course), I really dig this tortured, restless but uncompromising soul. But ONE scene in the movie moved his hue from merciless vigilante to murderous psychopath. It was where he confronts the man who killed and cut-up the little girl. In the book Rorschach chains the man to a piece of furniture and leaves him a large knife before seting the house on fire and walking away. It's pretty dark, but it worked. He walked away from the criminal and we never returned to find out what happened. But in the movie... He just kills him with the knife. I think it was primarily for gore's sake and shock value, which to me majorly undermines the greater character.

All in all... It was good. A little to much gore and harsh violence for my tastes - it seemed purposely more over-the-top and intense than the comic. But the core and majority of the story was well rendered, and even with the ending changed the point was still made well. For fans of the comic book, I think it was a hit. For your average viewer, it was probably convoluted and bizarre with some action and glowing blue wangs mixed in to keep things weird.

Am I glad I went? I don't think so. Like I said, it was a bit too gruesome and intense for my tastes. But returning to the point, I still think I should've stayed and been productive with my time rather than spending the night out. Even if I had two people telling me otherwise.

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And never mind the fact that it blew my entertainment budget for the March. Bought a few cheap games, went out for lunch, got some junkfood, and saw a movie. All that in the first half of the month, and I'm still supposed to go see a car show tomorrow evening. S'alright. I'll live.

-Cril

Now at midnight all the agents
And the superhuman crew
Come out and round up everyone
That knows more than they do
Then they bring them to the factory
Where the heart-attack machine
Is strapped across their shoulders
And then the kerosene
Is brought down from the castles
By insurance men who go
Check to see that nobody is escaping
To Desolation Row

My Chemical Romance - Desolation Row

Saturday, March 07, 2009

Restlessness

It's snowing again. Pretty much a full-fledged blizzard - lots of wind, low visibility, and we've maybe gotten at least 5-6cm in the past three hours. Earlier this afternoon I went for a walk and even wore my spring/summer jacket. I'm inexplicably pulled to go out again in the thick of it... But it's rather late and I don't even own a pair of boots. I think it's the worst I've seen this winter.

I bought World of Goo and Unreal Tournament on Steam this morning. Their weekend deals are just too good. Unfortunately, with the recent patch and free weekend it looks like the content servers are pretty clogged. I've been "downloading" UT3 all day, but it's only at 20% and stops frequently. Mind you, it *is* a 8GB game and would take a while regardless.

Doesn't change the fact that I should be getting other things done. Things I really desperately want to procrastinate on, but know I can't afford to. "All work on it all this week" I tell myself. Oh shucks, looks like we're going to watch a movie tonigh. Just got the next page ffor the comic - I need to colour! I need to unwind, maybe a lil' Assassin's Creed would be ok. And it goes on and on and on.

I watched the premiere of Reaper today, it was pretty good. Has all the lame-o elements of your standard young-adult programming, but they have some pretty clever writers on staff. There were a few truly precious moments where I found myself laughing.

The Office was good, last week's Battlestar was soap-opera-tastic except for the last ten minutes, I haven't seen this week's yet (we had non BSG-fan guests over), Burn After Reading was unique in a bizarre and depressing way.

I really don't feel like going to bed right now, even though it's ten-to-tomorrow. World of Goo? Assassin's Creed? Muck around the internet? A bit of GTA4 freeplay? Read some High Fructose?

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So many choices, so little motivation. I wish my window wouldn't freeze-up so easily - I think I just want to sit here and watch the snow.
-Cril

My sorry name
Has made it to graffiti
I was looking for
Someone to complete me
Not anymore, dear
Everything has changed

You make the moon a mirrorball
The streets an empty stage
The city's sirens, violins
Everything has changed

Elbow - Mirrorball